Chapter IX – AdolescnciMinha adolescence was initially marked for the death of my Dindinha great-grandmother, despertando the philosophical curiosity to know ' ' why ' ' of everything. In this phase, I made solid my referring slight knowledge to the importance of the friends, also started to hierarquizar my priorities in the personal life, wrong started to value more my friends of what my familiar. Namoro initiated mine partially mature, more lasting until then – one week -, also started to go shows and ballads, to travel alone, and to as much the shyness made me contact to lose all, becoming me a more communicative person and extending my folder of friendships quickly. As I was saved of these freedoms for much time, I became a vulnerable person psychologically, and filosofava the time all, were infinite the questions that emerged daily of my mind. This vulnerability gave to space the non-observance of the domain that the vice of alcoholic beverages was assuming in me, drank frequently – in such a way socially how much inebriating itself -, this reason searched to eliminate little of shyness that still it existed in me, when arriving in house, as it had learned with my Rick cousins and Danilo, brushed teeth and slept soon so that nobody perceived.
After that my mother discovered that she was pregnant, what she would come to alliviate to me provisorily, therefore in the same day that it discovered that she waited twin, occurred a spontaneous abortion, she left what it extremely shaken e, in such a way, I could not say everything suffocated that me, getting worse my psychological state. Although these normal problems that did not harm outrem, the revolt never was part of my heart, and I always kept the education given for my family stops with the oldest and too much relatives. My hurt in the truth, always was internal, for leaving all of to deal with me to the family as object model, to who the too much members of the family would have to copy so that it attracted the envy of other people.